With KindSprings.org‘s 21 day simple living challenge coming to a close…I had an itch. An itch to go home — to my parents place — and donate, declutter and free myself of all my old things.
I started with my closet. I had clothes from when I was 20 pounds heavier – an expensive suit, dress pants and lots of shirts I never wore. None of these clothes were worn in four years but I was always worried that I would return to my old weight, so I kept them. Today, I said goodbye.
Next, the books
My family has and will always seemingly be obsessed with books. I began going through the books. One by one, I saw my to do list of things I wanted to learn something about, but I never got around to it: reading Sophocles, Homer, etc. I said it’s time to let it go and give someone else these amazing books.
Next, the gadgets:
I had my graphing calculator from freshman year of high school, my cool iMac with the moving head, an old sound system and countless wires. It’s time to go.
Throughout the process, my chest felt lighter and lighter. I felt relieved to be letting go of the past, to let in the new.
Movies have been my comfort food. I would watch Gladiator or some other movie countless times. I liked the certainty of a the hero winning in the end. It was time to let go. 100 DVDs later, I felt free.
The main point of the story is this: the movies, the books, the clothes, the countless gadgets are a part of my story. My story of who or what I was and maybe still am. By letting go of them physically, I am perhaps giving room for a new story (which will also have to go one day too!)
This seems to be just the beginning of this letting go experiment.
P.S. I’m not sure if there are 2,400 items in that huge pile above, but I think it is very close.